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A failed poem...

       

     I needed this…
Thank you.                                       
                             Don’t worry.
Everything is fine.      
Cheer up.                          
                   Don’t let yourself down.    
                           Chin up.
       You can do this.             
  I’m sorry.                       
                    Farewell.         
                      Why?
I guess that’s the way it is.         
If you say so.                
I love you.         
                                 I despise you.
      Who are you?
Who am I?                                          
I failed.
   I failed.
      I failed.
I failed.   
I failed.      
I failed.        
 I failed.
     I failed.
        I failed.
I failed.
I failed.     
I failed.         

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